im sorry for being gone for such a long time, i was quite busy with exams
although i've had thoughts, thoughts of suffocation, and it makes me so, so sad
the suffocating feeling of not being able to become the person i truly want to be
the suffocating feeling of having to look at that same "girl" everyday in the mirror
pretending it was a boy
i just wish it was me
i wish i was a boy.
i wish i was me.